Parents: Why are you always staying inside?
Me: - goes out-
Parents: Why are you always out?
Me: Should I stay in the middle of the door so that way you won't have to complain no more if I go out or if I stay in...

My birthday is in less than two hours:) yay finally gunna be 18

My life isn’t easy. I may look happy all the time, but im completely miserable on the inside. The people I surround myself with are judgemental, besides my boyfriend. He is the only person who can help me get through what im going through. Everyday I wish I could have someone elses life, because the one im living isnt great. It isnt even close to being decent. Im told things could be worse, but i dont think I could mentally deal with life if things were. I hope every day gets better, but things just keep tumbling down on the way to rock bottom.

I miss my dad.